Have I ever mentioned before that I really hate crowds? Well not exactly that. I like crowds if I’m one of the anonymous millions but crowds of people…classrooms, playgroups, whatever? Yeah I hate it. I would never voluntarily go to a party, or an art class, or anything like that because of how nervous I get beforehand. And yet…we are about to go to a toddler art class, why?
Because I love my children and it is good for them. But all these fears come crashing down on me. Am I too fat? Does my hair look ok? Do I remember how to wear makeup? Am I going to be able to be polite to people I don’t like? I also get extremely irritated with myself. Why do I get this nervous? I really don’t care what people think and when it comes down to it I’ll say whatever is on my mind regardless of whether or not it is going to get me shunned. Why do I let myself get like this? WhY!?!?!?!? Ok. Now that I’ve had my little pep talk I’m off! Wish me lots of luck and patience with people 
<3 Birdie
